Welcome back.

I think one of the hardest things a foodie can endure in life is cancer.  Now I’m not saying cancer is a walk in the park for anyone because it just isn’t, plain and simple.  But in my experience, it was additionally difficult as I watched this disease whittle away at not only a hobby, but a defining facet of who I was.  Without me in the kitchen, Ben and I started to lose out on one of the things we enjoy most about our relationship – our mutual love of food and wine, shared nightly at our little dining table.  A severe deficit of energy, an extremely sensitive stomach and an esophagus ravaged from radiation treatments ensured not only weight loss (hey skinny jeans!) but an utter lack of interest and desire to do anything in the kitchen, including re-arranging the dishwasher per my OCD tendencies.

Thankfully, all of that is changing.  Treatment is over and with each day, I get stronger.  And more hungry.  And more ambitious.  So it should go without surprise that I am starting to have random ideas and crazy cravings again.  The first on my list?  Passion fruit curd.  As I hunted the local Asian market for 100% passion fruit juice, I mentioned my idea to Ben – I wanted to make a passion fruit curd and fill angel food cupcakes with the delightfully sweet and tangy concoction.  A random stranger stopped in her tracks, looked at me and asked if I own a bakery.  When I said that I didn’t and I just really liked food, she continued on her way.  Ben looked at me and said “Bet that made your day.”  I grinned.  It did.

Well, finding passion fruit proved harder than I anticipated.  That is, until I went to Foodie Mecca, aka Whole Foods.  I love this place.  It is so easy to be inspired while walking through the aisles of pristinely displayed produce, freshly baked breads, piles of gourmet cheeses, oh, I could wax on.  But, last I checked, I don’t have a job in the Whole Foods marketing department, so let’s move on.  I happily strolled through the store and made my way to produce.  Jackpot – passion fruit!  I was off to the races.

So I learned something very quickly this weekend.  I am r-u-s-t-y.  Five months of quality couch time had not sharpened my skills.  This was a great idea that I think still has merit, but I’ll be the first to admit that this recipe did not turn out as expected.  That might have a little something to do with me overcooking the curd and scrambling my eggs a little.  Or, being a little too shaky to separate eggs and starting over not once, but three times when making the angel food cake.  In the past, I probably wouldn’t have shared this recipe until I had it right.  But you know what?  Life’s too short.  And I have a lot of cooking to do.  Welcome back, friends!

– j

Passion Fruit Curd Filled Angel Food Cupcakes

recipe:  jb’s pour house

 

7 passion fruits

2 large eggs

1/3 c. sugar

3 Tbsp. unsalted butter, diced into small pieces

1 3/4 c. sugar

1/4 tsp. salt

1 c. cake flour

1 dozen egg whites, room temperature

1/3 c. warm water

1 tsp. orange extract

1 1/2 tsp. cream of tartar

 

For the passion fruit curd:  Cut passion fruits in half.  Using a spoon, scoop flesh from passion fruit and place in a saucepan.  Bring to a gentle simmer and remove from heat immediately upon simmering.  Stir constantly for five minutes.  Pour fruit puree and seeds into a fine mesh strainer positioned over a small mixing bowl.  Using a spatula, press juice and pulp through strainer until only seeds remain.  You may have to bruise a few seeds to get them to pop and release juice.  Be sure to scrape the bottom of your strainer before discarding seeds.  Set passion fruit puree aside.

Combine 2 eggs and 1/3 c. sugar in a saucepan or bowl.  Fill another saucepan with about 1 inch of water and bring to a boil.  Once boiling, reduce heat to low.  Add passion fruit puree to sugar/egg mixture and place saucepan/bowl over the prepared double boiler.  Whisk constantly for 8 minutes or until mixture has thickened and coats the back of a spoon.  Remove from heat.  Place butter, one small piece at a time, in curd and whisk until incorporated.  Repeat with remaining butter.  Transfer curd to a container and place a section of plastic wrap directly on the surface to prevent a skin from forming.  Refrigerate for up to 2 weeks.

For the angel food cupcakes:  Preheat oven to 375 degrees.  Combine half of the sugar, the salt and cake flour in a mixing bowl.  Set aside.  In the bowl of a stand mixer, combine egg whites and cream of tartar.  Using a whisk, incorporate cream of tartar into egg whites thoroughly.  Add water.  Place bowl on stand mixer and whisk on high until doubled in volume.  Slowly add in remaining half of sugar and whisk until medium peaks form.  Add orange extract and whisk for about 30 seconds more.  Remove from stand mixer.  Sprinkle in about 1/3 reserved flour mixture and fold into egg whites.  Repeat with remaining 2/3 flour.  Carefully spoon batter into mini muffin pans.  Bake for about 12 minutes or until a toothpick inserted into the center comes out clean.  If making regular sized cupcakes, bake for 17 minutes.  Cool completely.

Fill a plastic bag with curd.  Using a paring knife, puncture a small hole in the bottom of cupcakes.  Snip a corner off of the bag filled with curd and pipe curd into hole on bottom of the cupcakes.  Repeat until all are filled.

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4 thoughts on “ Welcome back.

  1. I’ve been at a loss as to what to say to you both in the last 5 months. This must make you both very happy. I know I am happy for you and glad to be reading your lively blog once again. Cheers, Mike

  2. Dare I admit I’ve never had passion fruit? I’m fascinated by the photo of the fruit sliced open. (I trust those are seeds and not tadpoles inside the translucent eggy things.) Will have to watch for it at Wheatsfield, my own favorite natural foods market in Ames. LOVE the “whatever” attitude; much better for your health than perfectionism (I’m told). Great to have you back at the Pour House! Love, Mom/Marcia

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